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Now I sit here and drink, just so I dont have to think
Should I take some pills in a blink, of an eye so I can die?
Please tell me what I wanna hear, just so I dont have the fear
Of facing this sad reality, that were all to blame including me
Youre sinking into me way too deep
Youre sinking into me
I know that life is far from fair, but this is way to much to bare
Complicated at the least, more tempted just to be desceased
Im sick of living day by day, Ive run out of ways to say
Any hope as all been lost, my sanitys the o
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I dont need prescriptions to know how to feel
Everything keeps on spinning as I fall to a kneel
All of you fucks try to act like you care
Truth is I dont give a fuck if you choke or breathe air
As we work ourselves into our grave
In death our fate is just the same
Where hate and pain no longer reign
Ill just kill myself to stop the pain
(chorus)
As my heart stops beating
It stops in peace
I finally found my
Sigh of relief
As my eyes start closing
Theyll close in peace
I finally found
Sigh of relief
Maybe im just selfish or maybe im just blind
But your opinions dont help cause we lead different lives
As my hands start to tremble with this gun to my head
My pillow stains red as I die in my bed
And as I rot, Deep underground
Here in this plot, all that I found
That as in death, Im truly free
No more regret, Just sweet relief
And as I rot, Deep underground
Here in this plot, all that I found
That as in death, Im truly free
No more sadness, Just sweet relief
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Born into slavery, can't think for yourself
Just follow the masses or you'll burn in hell
On hands and knees just to be bought and sold
You'll die fighting the church owns your soul
Erase the mistakes
Centuries of hate
An ocean of lies
Amongst all the graves
Billions are lost in the name of the cross
As you sleep on the profits of the lies you leech off
Diminish your faith or you'll be enslaved
So burn all the churches and sheep while they prey
Erase the mistakes
Centuries of hate
An ocean of lies
Amongst all the graves
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Where has the heart gone that we had when we were young?
Did it vanish because i thought too long,
About nothing of real importance to me?
I'm told what to do, I'm told how to think
But why can't they see I'm beginning to sink?
I need to hold onto what's important to me
They tell me
I need to pick up, I need to push off
I need to find out what my life's all about
Stop telling me these things, I'll do them myself
I'll grow up on my own man I don't need your help
Just you wait and see
I'll hold onto me
Just you wait and see
I'll hold on and be what's really me
Where have you gone?
Why have you cracked?
I'm starting to miss you I wish you were back
A shell of yourself, just look at those eyes
They don't even glisten they only now lie
Just you wait and see
I'll hold onto me
Just you wait and see
I'll hold on and be what's really me
I'm falling out of time
My body's not far behind
As I sit and watch people lose what's left of them
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Im sick of all your fucking songs
And you ask us all to sing along
But when every word remains untrue
Your songs are just as fake as you
So quit acting like you got it rough
And talking shit cause thats real tough
Ill just let you take your fall
Cause im pretty sure that underneath it all
Youre just scared, that no one cares
Ill guess ill never be as cool
Or hot enough to make girls drool
Do you ever think for yourself
Or just say whats wrong someone else
Grow up and fucking act your age
Cause you only have yourself to blame
Ill just let you take your fall
Cause im pretty sure that underneath it all
Youre just scared, that no one cares about you
I know youre trying to sound convincing
But theres just something that youre missing
I know youre trying to sound convincing
Youre just a fucking trend
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Scars have faded
Papers have burned
Glass has shattered me
The lessons I've learned
All the promises broken
All the feelings spoken
The personalities lost
And left out in the dust
Will I let myself decay?
Will my dreams be thrown away?
It's not what I've gained but what I've lost
Not what I've gained but what I've lost
Loss of meaning, loss of thought
Maybe if you were here with me I could fade away
Loss of feeling, loss of thought
Maybe if you were here with me I could throw it all away
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Special thanks to Rachael Incorvaia, Chris at Riot Ska, The Night Gaunts, Anti-Venom, our dear friends in Departures, JSS, The 5 Linden St. Gang and Company, And The whole RiotSka and DIY Scene.
